exterminator

your tongue made my mouth numb and then i got kicked out of the bar

I feel really lonely and I can't talk to anyone. Or at least, no one wants to talk to me. I feel like I'm being annoying and everyone thinks I am a total psycho. I feel unbalanced and out of sync. I feel like everyone is having an awesome time of things except for me, and I can't complain about it to anyone because who cares? These feelings are very abstract, and my best friends are not willing to pull me up when I feel down. Do I ever help anyone when they feel like this? I don't know. Maybe I can't do the sympathetic thing either. I just feel really isolated and pathetic and sad and like I want to cling to people so they will sense what I need from them and instead I'm just reminded that they don't feel how I feel and their lives are busy and full and there's no room for me if I'm not willing to elbow my way in.

I feel shitty and mad that no one notices and I swear I try to put good things out in the world but nothing seems to come of it. I hate this feeling.

Weaselocity

When I'm tired, it seems like my world is falling apart. Thank God for sleep :)

sorry blog

I forgot about you. and i've had lots and lots of psychopathic thoughts recently too. and just kept em to my fucken self.

Repost: Login Changes for the Remorseless Blog

(this is the same posting from earlier so if you've already read about the login changes, disregard)

From now on when you want to post, log in with the Google Account.
The e-mail is remorselessblog@gmail.com
The password is the same.

No one will be reading/checking the e-mail account but you're more than welcome to use it. Same user/pass

and then after you log in, just click on Blogger to post. You can access the e-mail from there as well if you wish.

Nuages

I feel more than a little bit out of control

Bizzare AIM Triangle

She texts me and I text a different girl and no one wants to talk to the person trying to talk to them.

Pretentious Illiterate

I think it's funny how I take things in too deep when the answer is simple and shallow.